I am so tired and faded away...
I barely know myself again today...
compulsed to investigate and wonder who you are
My fingers are heavy and my eyes blink hard.
I bore myself endlessly
and sit motionless for too long
What little I had is now all gone.
I don't know where to turn and I can't bare to run.
I just want to sleep and let the dreams come back
be the person I thought I was
breathe new life into this attack
I am angry and sad and all alone again
Too scared for the future or is this the end...
